Welcome to KISS KISS. We are a London-based magazine exploring romance in all its complexity, not the fairy tale, but the messy, lived experience. KISS KISS traces the many ways intimacy shapes our lives, challenging how we think about romance, identity, and connection. Stylish, intelligent, and unafraid to look at love with open eyes. KISS KISS moves through four movements: The Rush, The Routine, The Reckoning, and The Repair. From first-date nerves and situationships to secure intimacy, toxic patterns, and heartbreak, we trace the ways love shapes our lives today. Inside, you will find personal stories, cultural observations, and reflections on identity and desire. We explore the thrill of attraction in Scent or a Scam? The Truth About “Pheromone Perfume” (p.12), the comfort of routine in Garlic Bread is Better Than Sex (p.32), the challenges of obsession in Are We Dating… or Just Replaying? (p.40), and the subtle art of reinvention in How Dementia Changes Love (p.60). Fashion, culture, emotion, and love intersect here, reflecting how a generation fluent in the modern digital world experiences romance. This magazine doesn’t romanticise love. It documents it unapologetically, honestly, and with style. Because even in a world of fleeting moments, love is still urgent, still compelling, and still worth noticing. Kiss Kiss invites you on this journey. We hope you enjoy this first issue as much as we do.
Jack, 21, from Portsmouth
How did your first time happen?
I lost my virginity in my bed at home. We were just two 15-year-old boys in the dark, figuring it all out for the first time. We didn't have any idea what we were doing. Keeping the lights off, I think, created a space where we could explore each other without feeling so perceived. It's strange how not seeing each other can remove so much pressure, even when engaging in arguably one of the most intimate human acts.
Any regrets?
I don't really remember what happened, but I remember how I felt, and that's the most important thing. I felt safe. The experience was as good as it could have possibly been. We were clueless, and I remember being sick with nerves but also giddy. It was overwhelmingly exciting, and I wouldn't have changed a thing.
How do you view it now?
There's definitely nothing negative to reflect on. We were both virgins, both exploring for the first time with no pressure of competing against each other's previous experience. We were attentive. We did it when we felt ready. I'm grateful that my first time was with someone I trusted and loved.
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I am grateful that I got to experience a (generally) healthy two-year relationship at a young age, which is rare for many gay men in our community. I'm 21 now, and I hear lots about falling into the trap of gay hook-up apps when they were underage, having sex for the first time with typically much older men who exploited their innocence for perverted pleasure. It's a common issue in my community, and I am grateful that it didn't happen to me.
Beth, 21, from Brighton
How did your first time happen?
I lost it when I was 17 to my boyfriend. It was nice, I felt comfortable with him, and it was with someone I was really in love with at the time, so I don't regret it at all. It was a very big deal for me as I hadn't been with anyone during secondary school like my other mates. I was very insecure and worried, but he made me feel calm and safe. I'd had lots of bullying in the past in that way; I was looked down on by others in secondary school, which made me so insecure, so I really waited until I found the right person. We were in my house, and no one was home. He was staying over, and it just happened. I kept as much clothing on as possible, and it hurt a lot! But it was nice.
Any regrets?
The only thing I regret is being scared of it for so long. I'm glad I did it when I did, but I wish I weren't so afraid and that people hadn't made me feel so insecure. I was still figuring out my sexuality, but the people in school were so horrible to me about my body that it really impacted me. The pressure to do it was definitely a reason I went through with it, as a lot of my friends did it in secondary school, so I was considered late or frigid in their eyes.
“I remember being sick with nerves but also giddy"