ROOTS, the fourth volume of ALTR Magazine, explores the inner workings of the fashion industry as we understand it today, delving into the history, culture, and experience that has shaped the way we a
LOVE LETTER
DEAR PAST SELF, I see you standing in front of the mirror, staring at your reflection like it holds an answer. You tilt your head, shift your weight, smooth out the fabric on your shoulders. You wonder if this outfit-this version says what you need it to say.
you-feels right. If it of a You didn't always know how to fashion as a language. There was a time when you dressed to blend in, to disappear into the crowd. In elementary school and through eighth grade, didn't have. the world. Chino shorts, button-up shirts fastened all the way to your neck, hair gelled strictly to the left- deviating, never questioning. It was what felt comfortable, what people expected from you, so why change?
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But then, middle school happened. Someone pointed out that you had worn the same shirt twice in one week-one of those unnecessary, casual cruelties only middle schoolers can deliver. And suddenly, for the first time, you felt self-conscious. That night, made. chart, listing every item in your closet: yellow Disney shirt, Dad's sweater, beige shorts two, three, and four. Every morning, you checked off what you had worn, making sure not to repeat an outfit too soon, making sure everything got equal rotation. You hated doing this, but you weren't sure why that comment had cut so deep. Maybe it was because, for the first time, you felt seen-but not in the way you wanted. And you swore you wouldn't let it happen again.
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