ROOTS, the fourth volume of ALTR Magazine, explores the inner workings of the fashion industry as we understand it today, delving into the history, culture, and experience that has shaped the way we a
Kimmerer doesn't just preach that we should reconnect with the land; she practices it. In the chapter "Learning the Grammar of Animacy," Kimmerer details the start of her journey to reconnect with a language once lost. Indigenous languages are among the most lost due to colonialism; there remain few speakers to teach and few who fully learn. It's a challenge that Kimmerer takes on with determination and grit. With every word pushing her closer to this unimaginable goal. Kimmerer stuffs every Potawatomi word she mentions full of imagery, resulting in a dreamy. imaginative understanding of learning a language. She lingers on the first word she learns, Puhpowee, letting it settle on her tongue and the page alike. The thought and care she puts into lovingly describing these new words are intentional. Potawatomi language, like many other Indigenous languages, was targeted in a mass campaign by Western colonizers to wipe out any language and culture the West deemed as not 'civilized' enough:
"THE POWERS OF ASSIMILATION HAD DONE THEIR WORK. MY CHANCE OF HEARING THAT LANGUAGE, AND YOURS TOO, WAS WASHED FROM THE MOUTHS OF CHILDREN IN INDIAN BOARDING SCHOOLS WHERE SPEAKING NATIVE LANGUAGE WAS FORBIDDEN."
To center indigenous language, and to do so with so much love and intention, is Kimmerer's way of connecting to the land through rejection of colonialism. Speaking in a language that couldn't be snuffed out is resistance. Kimmerer resists this disconnection from nature through her journey, ultimately inspiring her readers to do the same.
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However, learning a new language has a honeymoon phase that ends eventually. This imagination of soaring smoothly through every new lesson and grammar rule does eventually give way to the hard part. People drop languages all the time, from random interests to whatever language their family speaks. Kimmerer doesn't shy away from exploring her frustrations and failures, highlighting her struggles learning a language, from mentioning the various post- it-note reminders of words she's struggling with, to negative emotions that come with not succeeding on her first try.
We have had moments where we are frustrated that we didn't get a perfect execution on the first try, those moments where we put in 100% effort and still fail. Even in those moments, even when we fail, it isn't all in vain. You grow, learn new skills, discover new passions, and set limits. Being alive means failing, but that doesn't mean we haven't achieved anything at all.