CLEARLY
The last song on the album and in my opinion the thesis statement of the whole project. I wanted the arc of this album to be tension into levity. dissonance vs acceptance. 'Go outside' is so emotionally tethered and sonically sharp, and clearly is so free and open. I wanted it to fulfill the promise of track one and let in the light by the last song and 'clearly' encapsulates that. I remember seeing someone I was mad at for a while for the first time in a long time and everything I expected to feel went out the window. What I actually felt was this unspoken sense of understanding between us that everything is okay. I finally saw them and I think they saw me. it inspired this song about forgiveness of others, forgiveness of yourself, of situations, of outcomes. It's about releasing anger and allowing time to show you the objective truth about life: everyone is a little bit the good guy and a little bit the bad guy. Things need to fall apart so that things more suited for us can fall into place. Not everything is personal. Things happen and that's okay. I wouldn't change anything about the way my life has gone because it has brought me to a life I'm proud of. I've earned this sense of self through pain and I've found this joy through loss. And once we understand that on a deep level, all we can really feel about heartbreak is gratitude. I wanted to end the album on an open, free, untethered outro. Hopefully leaving room for some reflection or at the very least a little exhale.