RUN RUN
I'm poking fun at myself a little bit in this one. it's the first song I wrote for the album and it's always been one of my favourites. I was thinking about developing feelings for someone really cool and sweet and wondering if my mental state at the time was going to ruin it or not, so I figured maybe I'll just tell them to run from me so that if they do, it'll be because I told them to, not because they wanted to. you can't fire me because I quit.
I was freshly 25 and having a quarter life crisis of sorts, if you can't already tell. I just felt stuck in so many aspects. Emotionally, mentally, creatively, physically. I really had this urge to turn my life upside down like a piggy bank and shake it to see what came out. It felt like the only way I could find some purpose or change was to vigorously launch myself into it. I remember I was going on lots of aimless drives to clear my head and would sometimes imagine an alternate reality where I'd maybe keep driving and start my life over. That didn't happen but I got this song. Also second garden reference.