This issue features Raamla Mohamed Hunter, creator and showrunner of Reasonable Doubt; cast member actress Angela Grovey; The Chosen's Amber Shana Williams; culinary genius Chef Bae; comedian/actor Sharief Johnson; and so much more.
“IF I RUN MYSELF RAGGED, I WON'T BE ABLE TO ENJOY THE THINGS I'VE WORKED SO HARD FOR.”
What are you enjoying most about experimenting with fashion at this stage of your career? I want to take risks. Sometimes you get it right, and sometimes you miss, but I want to have fun discovering different facets of who I am through fashion. I admire stars who take risks with their style. It shouldn't feel like a burden. If you're constantly fidgeting or uncomfortable, that look probably isn't for you. I love when style feels like an extension of who you are. It's an opportunity to play with color and texture. I always say, whether I'm going to an event or just going out with the girls, ‘You may not hear me, but you'll see me.’ You may not hear what I have to say, but you will see me when I walk into the room. I carry that everywhere.
passed on an audition or a job, people wouldn't see me or I wouldn't work again. But there will always be another opportunity. There's only one me. If I run myself ragged, I won't be able to enjoy the things I've worked so hard for.
Managing an autoimmune disorder, you've created self-care habits beyond usual wellness. What have you learned about tuning into your body? It took a lot of mistakes and trial and error to learn to listen to my body with respect. I've pushed myself so hard that I became quite ill. I've carried burdens that triggered disorders I didn't even know I had. I remember my rheumatologist emphasizing that I needed to focus more on my physical health.
You've mentioned learning to slow down and reject a culture that sees rest as a reward. How has this changed your work and life? It's taught me to set boundaries, not just with other people, but with myself. There are times when I'm thinking, ‘I have to send this email. I have to do this work. I have to do this and that.’ Suddenly, you're up late, you haven't slept enough, and you haven't eaten. Then you realize it could have waited. What you actually needed was rest and peace of mind. You can't care for yourself when you're so focused on pleasing other people. Even though I love my job, I've learned to say no, sometimes even to work I want. I used to feel guilty and worry that if I
After playing a graceful character for years, you're ready to try grittier roles. What stories or risks will you explore next? I want to play someone who feels completely different from me. We've spent so much time seeing other people, situations, and cultures as ‘the other.’ But when you have to embody someone through storytelling, you realize how much you may have in common, even with characters whose morals you strongly disagree with. I want a role that challenges me in that way and helps me understand both myself and other people more deeply.
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