Page 9- it's a totally a win. - I haven't been hungry since 2018.
"How to manage social media like me?"My Instagram did not happen to me. I happened to my Instagram. The only correct light that exists is a rare occa- sion, so I surrounded myself with artificial lights. It makes my Bleach London Washed Blue hair look exactly like it does in my head otherworldly, slightly threatening, deeply inconvenient for an- yone standing near me. I don't let people stand near me in photos. This is not up for discussion. My hair is blue. Not Pinterest blue, not "dusty lavender that fades to grey in a week" blue. Arc- tic Fox Poseidon over a full bleach, maintained with Fanola No Yellow, which is ironically very yellow in the bottle and I find this funny in a way I don't explain to people. The lip is MAC Matte in Blue-Brown layered under NYX Lip Liner in Midnight. It is the top trend right now. I was do- ing it before it was a trend. The Council has the timestamps.
Page 11People comment you look like you don't care what anyone thinks. Correct.
Page 12Consider only opinions from people, who are aesthetically plasing.
Page 15I begin with the Tatcha Camellia Cleansing Oil, massaged into dry skin for a full 60 seconds. I have been asleep. I was not impure. I cleanse anyway. I always cleanse. This is followed imme- diately by the CeraVe Hydrating Facial Cleanser, the first cleanse is for the sins of the night, the second is for the soul and then Bioderma Sen- sibio Micellar Water, because there is always something left behind. Always. The Paula's Choice 2% BHA Exfoliant comes next. My skin is turning over its old cells. I under- stand this on a personal level. Then the SK-II Fa- cial Treatment Essence, patted in with both palms pressed together as if praying. I am praying. I am always praying at this stage. Three drops of SkinCeuticals C E Ferulic follow no more, less. Once I used four drops. I don't speak about that time.
ScriptedConcept Scripted a publication about the perfor- mance of everyday life. Not wellness. Not lifestyle. Not beauty in the traditional sense. The space between who people are and who they represent, the exhaust- ing, meticulous, occasionally unhinged labour that lives in that gap.
Page 21This is how I actu- ally look. - It is so easy to fake person, lifestyle, dreams and suurroundings. Don't believe in everything you see and don't try to pressure your- self to change.
Page 23This is how I actu- ally look. It is so easy to fake a person, lifestyle, dreams and suurroundings. Don't believe in everything you see and don't try to pressure your- self to change.