TISS Guwahati- Centre for Sociology and Social Anthropology is delighted to present Eroteme Volume 3. Happy Reading!
EROTEME
Illusion
They say, “if you don’t learn, The same pattern repeats”. So I keep on getting the same lesson, Guess I am a tough student to teach.
He was there, I swear he was I swear he whispered the spell, Everyone in the room confirmed Yet there was no proof, I failed, “You did love me, please don’t lie” I begged as many times as I could “It’s none of that, you got the wrong idea” It didn’t sound well, almost rude.
I could recall every word he said Perhaps it’s my destiny, To lose at the last moment Unable to see the illusion of love offered to me.
“Please admit it, you loved me” I said again, crying, pleading “I’ve never thought anything like so” At this my heart was bleeding.
Was I a fool? To believe I could be loved? Oh what a shame, what a shame, Even the almighty laughed from above.
Content note: This story deals with bullying, isolation, and suicide. Some readers may find it distressing.
He woke up. Sweating. Shaking. Head spinning. Everything was a blur. His mind was racing. “Robert!” his mother called, “Get up! You will be late for school!” But he didn’t hear her. Ra ta ta ta ta ta ta. That’s all he could hear.
“And what is so important that keeps stealing your attention from my class Robert?” his teacher shouted angrily. “Or do you just want to fail my class too?” His eye darted around him. Everyone was looking at him. Judging. Cold. Mocking. And yet, Ra ta ta ta ta ta ta. Read More on our website That’s all he could hear.
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