[Verse 1]
It's not your fault
It's not your fault that I turned out the way I did
In a way, I've always been like this I hide behind the walls of my own shame I face myself in every single unbecoming way
I give it up, I'm not the person I once was I know the parts of me you plan to cover up
Lose the picture, break the wooden frame I have come to terms that I might never be the same
[Chorus]
All this love wasted on me
Causе I know you want the best of me, but what about thе rest of me?
What I can't shake Is I know you want the best for me, but that just got the best of me
[Verse 2]
I'm not good at honesty, I keep lying to myself
I call it my disease that I don't bear to ask for help In a dream, I finally catch a pace, well In the day, it's always flowers at a grave
I'm checking windows, looking out for who I was I might not make it through the year, but I don't have a choice
I wish I had a choice
[Chorus]
All this love wasted on me It's so messed up
'Cause I know you want the best of me, but what about the rest of me?
What I can't shake Is I know you want the best for me, but that just got the best of me
I don't fit in the box that my body was shaped
I don't know who to be, but
I know what it takes
Will I ever be happy? Whatever the hell that means
James Barre (James Barre Music Publishing / These Are Songs of Pulse (ASCAP)) –
33.34%, Neil Ormandy (Ultra Empire Music - a division of Ultra International Music
Publishing LLC (BMI)) - 33.33%, Abe Dertner (Kobalt (ASCAP)) - 33.33%
Mastered by: Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound
ATMOS Mix by: Seth Presant
Musicians / Instruments: Synthesizer, vocoder, additional acoustic guitar by Abe
Dertner; Acoustic guitar and vocals by James Barre