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RYLAND
RETURNS
with a fresh
new sound
If I say what’s on my mind
Can I trust you to be honest with me
I must confess that I lose myself
Every time you kiss me
I know I go too far
When I fall I fall so hard
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
Cause every time I dive in deep
I give I give everything
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
Cause every time I dive in deep
I give I give everything for you, for you
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
I know I can’t go back
And I can’t bite my tongue with you
I could try but it’s no use
I keep I keep overthinking
That just leads to over drinking
Feelings for you start to sink in
Let that sink in
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
Cause every time I dive in deep
I give I give everything
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
Cause every time I dive in deep
I give I give everything for you, for you
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
I know I go too far
When I fall I fall so hard
Yeah I know I go too far
But don’t break don’t break my heart
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
Cause every time I dive in deep
I give I give everything
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
Cause every time I dive in deep
I give I give everything for you, for you
I wanna love you
But don’t wanna lose me
Written by Ryland James, Geoffrey
Warburton, Mike Wise, David Charles Fisher
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"I
wrote
“I
Give
Everything”
in
September
of
2020
at
a
time
when
I
was
going
through
a
lot
of
tumultuous
emotions
internally.
I’d
fallen
in
love
for
the
first
time
just
a
few
months
prior
with
my
boyfriend
Ryan,
and
he’d
had
to
move
across
the
province
at
a
really
inopportune
time
due
to
the
pandemic.
I
knew
we’d
be
able
to
make
long-distance
work,
but
I
was
still
very
distraught
at
having
to
be
apart.
I
felt
so
robbed
of
the
fantasy
so
many
of
us
have
of
spending
every
waking
second
together
with
our
first
love.
I
had
envisioned
things
going
so
differently
for
us."
"I
imagined
what
it
would
be
like
to
spend
our
first
fall
together
after
a
summer
of
so
many
happy
new
emotions
and
experiences
-
things
like
going
for
long
walks
in
our
heavy
sweaters,
seeing
the
leaves
change
colours,
getting
cozy
with
some
hot
tea
on
the
porch,
just
all
the
really
cliche
things
I’d
heard
and
seen
others
experienced
that
I
really
wanted
to
feel
for
myself.
The
first
few
weeks
he
was
gone
were
the
worst.
These
feelings
inside
me
were
clawing
their
way
to
the
surface
that
I
had
no
idea
could
exist.
I
was
heartbroken,
jealous,
and
angry
at
the
universe
that
something
so
good
could
be
taken
away
from
me
so
quickly.
I
hated
that
I’d
have
to
wait
months
for
us
to
be
together
again.
Our
connection
was
unlike
anything
I’d
ever
experienced
before.
No
one
could
make
me
feel
the
way
he
could."
I
was
writing
a
lot
for
the
first
time
in
a
while
after
he
left.
Raw
emotions
were
pouring
out
into
the
songs
in
a
way
I’d
never
been
able
to
capture
before.
“I
Give
Everything”
was
one
of
them.
I
went
into
Mike
Wise’s
home
studio
in
Toronto
with
DCF
and
Geoff
Warburton
and
we
started
on
a
concept.
Mike
had
a
great
beat
and
chord
progression
going
so
we
worked
with
the
feeling
that
evoked.
Someone
started
talking
about
the
feeling
you
get
when
you’re
in
a
relationship
and
want
to
give
your
all
but
also
don’t
want
to
lose
yourself
in
the
process.
It
was
perfect.
I’d
been
experiencing
that
exact
pattern
of
emotion
in
my
own
relationship
with
Ryan
for
almost
the
entire
time
we’d
been
together.
I’d
constantly
catch
myself
worrying
about
losing
myself
in
our
relationship,
but
I
wanted
it
so
badly
at
the
same
time.
I
wanted
to
give
in
entirely.
It
was
like
a
drug
that
never
lost
its
effect
-
too
good
to
be
true
type
territory.
That’s
what
the
song
is
all
about.
It’s
about
that
push-pull
dynamic
I
had
with
myself.
I
wanted
to
give
everything
I
had
to
investing
in
“us”,
but
I
had
so
much
to
focus
on
outside
of
the
relationship
that
was
important
too.
I
didn’t
want
to
lose
anything
that
was
meaningful
to
me.
I
now
realize
that
losing
myself
in
our
relationship
was
a
good
thing
in
the
long
run.
I
learned
so
much
about
myself
by
letting
it
happen
the
way
it
did.
It’s
been
the
greatest
personal
growth
experience
of
my
life,
and
now
“I
Give
Everything”
gets
to
live
a
life
of
its
own
in
the
world
because
of
it.
It’s
opened
so
many
doors
for
me.
I’ve
gotten
to
try
things
I
didn’t
think
I
ever
would
before.
The
video
gave
me
the
opportunity
to
experiment
with
different
colours,
outfits,
movements,
and
even
bold
makeup
which
I
NEVER
thought
I
would
do
in
the
past.
I’ve
found
pieces
of
myself
that
only
flourished
because
of
my
relationship
to
Ryan
and
letting
this
song
be
what
it
is.
I
can
feel
it
being
the
foundation
for
so
much
more
genuine
self-expression
and
artistic
evolution
to
come.
"
T
h
i
n
g
s
t
h
a
t
s
e
e
m
e
d
i
m
p
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m
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b
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f
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c
k
s
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a
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,
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-
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